sucha nice day...reunited!
well..started the day in the gym..=)..feel kinda weak..i wonder y??uRgGz!!anyway..gotta wait for my bro at 6..and i finish trainin at arnd 3??so juz chilled at the gym till 6..im actuallt kinda tired to write wad i did today..if only i can express is verbally..haha.waited at swensens toa pa yoh..gt a call frm my bro tt it was at bugis instead....wad the!!!ah!!so pissed off..fuckin stupid taxi driver was tuning on a chinese radio station and was turnin loud and low every once in awhile..i wonder y?!?irriating man..at the route he took was jam..so pissed off..no offence but he gt a little temple of his own in the cab and it stinks..no religeon name shud be named here..so juz sHhH..went to AMARIN's and had dinner there...had pasta wif beef steak black pepper and ice cream for dessert..it was nice..being wif my siblings tt ive always wanted..sigh..we talked alot..bout life and bout our dad..sigh..its juz a fact tt we hafta accept..anyway..the topic bout the discussion was all abt me..juz make it simple.."u gotta be appreciated to get motivated"...wOoO!!maman made a nice word!!such a nice "statement"..hehe..juz like..mp3 is a digital device..ipod is a accesories..ahaha..gt a bag for sch..gt a timberland bag..wOo..cost arnd 90 bucks??arnd there..hehehe..thanks sis!!while walkin..she was looking at this water bottle for her daughter..she looked at it quite long..ahaha..so i was thinkin i shud get her to at least show appreciation tt she gt me a bag..gt down to sit and talk at mc..so..this is the best part..hehe.after buyin..msged bro and asked to come to me..and i went to the shop and gt her the water bottle for her daughter instead..its 22 bucks..pHeW..mummy's gonna get mad if u loose tt water bottle cutey girl...tts frm cik maman u know..ahaha..den talk and talked again..ahaha..my bro's leaving tmr to bangkok..hmMm...gonna be bored man!!im still craving for tt nike shox..hehe..anyway..i'll juz write thing bout today next time..im so so tired...
cool day..
im feelin hungry..maybe due to the coolness of today's weather??yea?i find tt designers shoes are like nt suitable for asian's feet..ahaha..yea..always get blisters..i dunnoe la..it doesnt works for me..i like the way i dress today..hehe.."simplicity" is the word for it..juz need to get some things for sch..bought sch books today..i gt 200 frm mom and the books only cost like 72 bucks..wad a difference..after tt went hm..wash up again and headed to town alone..walked the whole town and i cant find any socks tt i like..-_-...im talkin abt socks..hehe..lookin for a bag also but all nt nice!but theres this particular bag frm lacoste which is so so mind blowin to me..its so elegant..but wads for me??"style or substance?"..of course style!haha..k..but tts too expensive for a bag to sch..450 bucks..pHeW!..went to lacoste boutique juz to see if theres any nice stuffs..yes there is!!bought lacoste sports tee for 50 bucks a piece...so nice..juz a plain black shirt wif the crocodile logo..hMm..issir crocodile or alligator??kk..its alligator..it always tickles my tummy everytime i go there..crocodile's "boutique" and lacoste is juz beside one another..and the crocodile and alligator is nt facing each other..sigh..headed to peninsula..still nth tt i like..damn..im still dying for those nike shox "electrix"..so subtle looking..went to far east..still nth..went to annex..still nth..i juz wanna get a nike sling bag..nt cloth..the synthetic ones..its like versatile u see..=)..went to cinieleasure..gosh..still nth.i was so tired by den..sat down at LJS and juz look arnd at ppl..k..after tt went to isetan..at last..theres sumthin..bought topman uk's socks for sch and their boxers..the Q was so long!UrGhhZ!!..after tt had ice cream and sat outside orchard mrt..=(..went home and tts all for today...anyway..fashion statement:ppl r now like usin iPOD nt as a digital device..but as an accesory..dun ya tink so??anyway my bro gt an iPOD for christmas present!!AH!!!darn him!at least he gt sumthin for me..which is a resolution for next year..gainin 5 kg.i can do tt in a month..he juz wanna reward me wif sumthin.=).hopefully is the nike shox!
early morn on SUNDAY...
well..woke up at 7 30 today..phEw..alrite..went to da gym..at bishan..tt place sucks!tts the bottom line..after tt went to have a drink wif my cousins..wad the fuck maman..u dun mix wif any frends..and now..ure wif ure cousins..tts alrite but the thing is all of them have children already..ahaha..when am i gonna get married!hehe..anyway..i fell in love wif aicia sivelstone..gosh!i knew i had a crush on her last year..and now..she gt my hooked up on her..ahaha..stop dreamin maman..but hey!!her lips is so so so sexy..and she juz have the innocent sweet uptown girl frm california..hehehe..*gRiNx*..y dun i ever fall in "love" wif a local..having the feelings and willing to die for the girl..tts "love"..nt monkey love..gRrrR..my hair is so so long..shud i cut??maybe nt..hopefully be sent hm for the first dae of sch..hey!i wanna study..but its the first day..chill yea..=)..i gt trainin anyway on monday at 4..so better i get send hm..=)..ALICIA SIVELSTONE!!!!MuAckS!eEee.maman maman..
still sick!!urghzh!!
gosh..i hardly get to sleep yesterday nite..=(..flam is so so thick..yucks..ahaha..well...spend arnd 200 today of supplements..at last i have glutamine..fuckin expensive man..juz a small bottle is 70 bucks..bought vanilla flavour for my protein..hehe..haven tried it yet..well..goin gym wif dad tmr cause i gotta make up of missin trainin on friday..im still mad at him..no doubt bout tt..=)..so..early nite today and early mornin for tmr..chao!
UrGhhZ!!!
juz great!!!im sicko now..urghhz...havin a bad cold and flu..sneezing every now and den..tts alrite..but the thing tt i hate most is havin blocked nose..its juz so irritating!forced myself to workout today..tts the reason my cold gt worst..gt back by cab and had KFC for lunch..gonna turn off early tonite..so chao!
emo day...
well well..went to town today..damn!how can i hint my dad for a nike shox..i want tt shoe!!190 bucks.pls!!1juz invest on tt shoe!!pls!went to watch without a paddle today..so funneh..=)..kinda stupid plus funny..wearin so emo today..haha..so messed up nerdy hair.tucked up long sleeves with cudoroy collars and a brown cudoroy pants wif tommy canvas shos..and nt forgettin those specs..ahaha...so weirdo..well..nth much la today..juz walk arnd town..saw this emporio armani tee..fuckin nice!!!but the price for a tee is 169 bucks...-_-..k..forget it maman...chao!
finally....
well..started the day wif nt talkin wif my dad..=@..was so bored decided to go out alone..went to return the vcd i rented.."honey"..nice movie..well..went to j8 and walk arnd alone..man..im so bored..=(..walk in every single shop and have no idea on wad to spend on.juz gt a EAR fone..nt head fone yea..tt cost me 50 bucks..juz earphone..for my mp3 la..walk and walk..sat down at coffee bean sippin on choco and eatin bread talk slowly juz to kill time..when i gt hm..mom bought me a new spring bed..at last!!at last!!hope im gonna sleep like a baby tonite..=)..trainin at 4 tmr..and all set up on wad to wear on tuesdae goin on to town probably..beige cudoroy wif tommy canvas shoes and dunnoe wad tee yet..ahaha..k..guess its snowing at china now..ahaha..my frend told me..how lame..singapore oni rain..boring..can u imagine if singapore snows...weird!well..wanna watch tee bee now..chao!
I HATE MY DAD .
see tt title down there..he's sucha fuck..fine..i didnt do well wif my N's..but hey.only 2 malay guys gt promoted..me and my frend.its my biggest accomplishment in studies in my whole life..dun i at least get a reward..show tt he's happy for me..fuck!!!urGhZz!!im boiling inside!!ive never been angry for so long..i juz want a reard..feel happied for..my mom's nt workin fine...i dun expect anything frm her..its juz im use to nt gettin ANY things frm her..but my dad.he's working..fuck man...cant at least my dad be happy for me..sucha fuck..bloody jerk..jack ass..fucker..fuck!!uRgHz!!!!!!!damn..how can i release the pain?no way to..my whole life..this is my biggest accomplishment...dun i deserve something..at least something..came back frm work and shouted at me frm the hall when i was in the room."man!!pass of fail?!?!"..pass dad..i said..he replied..ok good..tts it..fuckin juz feel like fuckin punch him on his fuckin face...tts the feeling now..after i thought abt it..i really deserve at least something frm a dad..b4 taking the results..theres nt even a wish of good luck!!i DISLIKE u..hear this..god..send this msg to him aight..my bro which is ure flesh and blood too..dislikes u..hear that..get a life dad..
P.S...dun ever think ure gonna fuckin live with tender loving care frm me when u get old..cause 1 day..1 fine day.im gonna burst all my feelings out to u..and it'll make me so much better..and the opposite thing will go to u..i stuidied for u to make u proud and happy...i go to the gym to follow ure footsteps 3 times a week intensively to make u proud and happy..this is nt gonna end..im gonna be sucessful one day..and u'll juz sit back and watch me treatin u like wad u have treated me..u treat me like fuck..i'll be quiet..but nt for long..once i see ure mistake...i'll express all of my feelings out..physically..mentally...wadever it is..i wnt stand u for long..others might..but nt me...fuck off dad!!
N level results....
hMm...had a great day in the gym..trainin todae was so physced!!woo!juz love my physique now..haha.well..went to take my results wif my bro..first time man..ahaha..how sweet of him..well..i gt promoted to sec 5..pHeW!!last minute studies do works sumtimes..thanks god..god has given me the chance..god knows im a changed person..=)..how mushy maman!!how holy!well..i gt to know too that only me and a guy name wan gt promoted..both of us is the only malay guys..man its gonna be tough..i promise myself i'll do my best..gosh..maman really have changed..well..went to j8 juz now..juz walk arnd..cause im bored..my dad doesnt even offer a gift or at least "something"!!!i juz want a nike shox!uRghHz!!!
at least i wasnt at hm the whole day..
well...gt up at arnd 10..tried my dad's supplements...YuCkS!!!it tase like shit!!the smell of stawberry is juz so nice but the tase is like fuck..urghhz..gotta force it down man..tt shit shake supplements cost alot..went to gym..nt to train..but juz chill there..besides..i gotta get a charger for mah fone..had lunch at fork and spoon but it ended i gt a dish of contaminated beef...fuck!!piss man..den chill..talk and all..bla bla bla..went to LJS for dinner..wif ma bro..gosh..all the pics in my fone is all my bro's pic..wad a lovely bro i am..ahaha..heard abt the 3G fone tt juz came out..i tink its juz stupid..find..technology is gettin better rapidly..but..its juz lame..so..N levels results is out tomorrow..shld i be scared??maybe no..i juz regretted tt i led a stupid life b4..i gt influenced...but nt anymore now..and i gotta look at the rbight side and be happy for it rather den be all down over it..so trainin at 1 tomorrow and takin my results after tt..chao!
sucha nice and unexpected day!!!wee!!!!!
well..trainin at 1 todae..was so bored..im gonna be broke till thurday rite..guess not..hmm.after trainin..gotta wait for my bro in da gym cause he's off to personal trainin..which took arnd like an hr??yea..he changed his fone..thought he wanted to get the sony ericsson s700i..but he gt the latest motorola one instead..-_-..wadaya expect.k..he bought me a sony ericsson.ahh!so happy man..gosh..i didnt even use my panasonic x68 for a month and i changed already..-_-..so after that we went to suntec..damn i was wearin a sports pants..but wadever..we're nt gonna walk much..gt my tommy hilfiger shoes..damn happy man..i thought its juz gonna be a normal trainin day..i juz love surprises..wanna but essential stiffs first..like another shoe frm nike shox..lacoste stuffs can put aside when i gt extra cash..so yea..nice day man...im kinda tired!urhhz!
a day at town...
gosh..b4 i say anithin..my right eye hurts..was washing my face and the lotion gt into my eyes..ahaha..how clumsy..well.went to town wif azmi..only the 2 of us..at last i can release all my boredom out..went to all lacoste outlets in singapore...wee!!!juz love it man..well..think im gettin a tommy hilfiger for sch next year..and im aiming for the nike shox..uRgHhz!!!so nice..and a lacoste polo sport..tt'll look great on me..well..my bro juz bought me a adidas water bottle for his pay check..-_-..i have to be grateful..ahaha..most of our window shop are disigner stuffs...ahaha..ehem..ehem..went to watch BLADE trinity..it was a nice movie..it has a twist..and a well balaced action pack wif a little blend of humor..heard yayan's gettin a bf..all the best to her..gd luck emily!anyway..the best part is..went for pizza for dinner!!!ahaha..pizza!!pizza!!my hair was so wavy!urghhz..hold on maman..adam brody cummin soon..ahaha..tmr trainin at 1..im tired..im broke till thursday..urghhz!!!bought a new BLING BLING!!!ahaha..thought of gettin a lacoste sch shoe..but all the white ones are ladies..-_-..i juz wanna get to the beach ah..i do everything alone.leadin a lonely life..but its impossible to go to the beach alone..noway man..
hearin silence....
im listenin to "i wont see u tonite pt 1" by avenged sevenfold..its so sad..so emo..but more to metal..k wadever..its juz sad..been awhile since i blogged..everyday is juz silence man..my life is gettin quieter every single day passes..hearin silence..nt talkin to anyone..had dinner juz now outside at MC..alone..sigh..guess here is the only place i can express myself out..yesterdae went to train alone at YCK..it was packed..bla bla bla..went to have lunch..alone..gt hm and slept...tomorrow trainin at 4..few more days to N level results..im so worried abt it..well..no ite pls..if i fail.i'll juz retain..if i pass i'll continue..wadever it is..i juz wanna get to poly in sports and wellness course..i gotta face the fact of achieving my dreams of becoming a fashion artist..or fashion consultant or wadever things tt gotta do wif the fashion industry cause the fees are juz too much..hmmm...juz gonna read books for now..juz have nth to do at all..
I SIMPLY LOVE MY DAY ! ! ! !
oh gosh..i simply love my day..every bit of it..ahaha.woo..its been awhile since im out!wif someone..everyday is at hm..woke up at 10..gosh..only 7 hrs of sleep..men must have at leat 8 hrs..arghhz!trainin at 1..i brought so many stuff.gosh..must me mentally and physically prepared to meet her..ahaha..guess hu??iNtroDuCinG....wida alisa! a.k.a fumiyo!ahaha..we have our japanese name..awWw..how cute..hehe.gosh..i bought extra clothes..my moisturizing skin lotion..juz to look extra smOoTh..ahaha..colonge..even my face wash..loreal gel of moine..hehe..soap and shampoo..gonna shower b4 i meet her..ahaha.see..im really prepared!after trainin went to shower and all..when i gt out of the shower all dressed up..i look so fresh!my bro says i look like a male modeller..ahaha..wearin juz simple smart..then wad a bad luck it rained!arGhZ!..my hair was kinda down!damn!..meet her at coffee bean..den went to eat at long john..more den honoured to pay..hehehe..actually i had more things in mind to meet..but i cudnt show..ahaha..we talked and talked..gosh..finally..i can look into her eyes..and juz communicate..and juz click..get wad i mean..after eatin..walked arnd j8..kept on talkin and talkin..non stop..wow!!bitchin bout ppl..its nt actually bitchin..its commenting.X) den went back to coffee bean and chat chat chat again..i had so much fun..eventhough we didnt do anything fun..we juz talk and talk..we click click..haha..how many times ive repeated that..its juz pUrFeCt..i juz love her style.she knows how to dress and all..waddaya expect..we have things in common..the best sentence for today is..."how perfect can it get when 2 fussy peeps "unite".."..ahaha..juz gt to send her to the bus stop..phew..i was smilin all along when im hm.but i have no match for her guy frenz.=(.thats juz prob..hehe.i dun feel special..ahaha..if ure readin her blog..expect nth but similar post for todae..ahaha.for now..im juz munchin on bread wif peanut butter and chocos..;)
P.S fUmIyO!i lOVe ure company..and if ure readin this..juz wana let u know too that ure company was great..and i really appreciate u tellin me i have u...tts sweet cause ure understandin and doin sumthin tts really meaningful to me as how my life is goin now.im ures too fumiyo!and ure all mine!!ahaha.last thing..(im toning and shapin up my body nt cause of gurls..i juz wanna feel good and u gilrs can drool all u want..ure lookin at a fussy guy!ahaha.)..liz..1 day bring me go beach!i miss goin to da beach.;)..
im so beat....
had trainin at 4..gosh.,.im so tired..but all of this is gonna pay off..had chicken rice for dinner..hMm..nth much for todae actually..gt a leather strap for my ankle..=).looks kinda thick..wadever..well.yoanna won.the symmetry of her face is juz perfect..most of the credits shud go the the photographer..and imagine ureself in a D square fashion show..WeEE!!wad the...fUhH.juz being there..in milan.suHwEeT..
its saturday and im at home...
hMm..woke up wif nobody at hm..mua mom went to malaysia for some wedding shits..cant be bothered man..ahaha.dad came back arnd 2 and asked me to accompany him sell some antique stuffs..a sexaphone to be specific..ahaha..how lame..i dunnoe y he's so into all this shit..but the thing is..antiques stuffs are fuckin expensive..they r rare man.know wad im sayin..ahaha..gt 20 bucks frm him..=)..at least theres a small token.then when to BK for lunch..dad talk to me abt life 1 on 1..its juz between me and him..there r reasons behind Y im moving out..after that went to centre point..got a myself a levi's jeans..-_-..how i hope my dad would smoke wif me..ahaha..its so arkward me smokin alone..-_-..wad a son..brought him to lacoste boutique..gt the price for a polo tee..120 bucks..he didnt buy for me.ShUcKs!!!its so..so..so..WOW..ahaha...yea..after that went hm..den after tt..ah..nth much oredi..chao!
