last day of weekend...was great..was it??
hmm....woke up at 8..=) showered and made myself feel fresh..its sunday mornin!!had a banana..made my fruit punch and headed to da gym..its leg trainin today..hehe..it was awesome man..i wasnt tired at all...3 hrs straight...maybe coz of "that" thing..muahaha..well..daddy's leavin singapore tmr to sumwhere arnd malaysia..wonder where cause he juz wanna survey the spoiler and bodykit for his car...pimp my ride!!!wadever..am still actin cold towards him coz of certain things..den after trainin headed for coffee and den to taka..dad wanna get stickers frm harley davidson..so wadever...juz tag along..told him to get the grey one!!!damn..1 stupid bloody sticker cost 20 bucks..-_-...took away zinger meal...had lunch at hm..den i banged da bed for mua nap..time really passes by fast yea??damn!!and tmr is back to sch..how fast is that!!maybe nt trainin tmr and im pushin it on tuesday instead...much better dun ya think??hell yeah!!!thought of goin to "school of rock" ( sort of like a battle of the bands ) but i was so shag...guess im juz gonna stuck here...home!!
saturday wass all cool baby...
lets talk abt yesterdae...didnt hav any mood at all to talk abt friday cause of something..well..had 2.4 km run..damn..ran kinda wif confidence...ran alone...no partner..sigh..all dunwanna run wit me..passed by her as many tmes i can..haha..motivation!!ahaha...took over her like 3 times i think..wadever la..nice smell...u knw hu u r aight..hehe..intro sum colonge to me and shapoo too yea??..ahaha..den after remedial..rushed hm..had dinner and went to da gym..juz train lightly today..really shag la..plain shag..
well....woke up when it was raining...damn!!my dream was so real lor...my cousin was like ginving me a ps2..dvd player...and also skateshoes...wad the
!@#$...wad a dream man...i still can picture it clearly in my mind..had lunch wif amy..saini n his gf..wah..so happy for u guys lor!so jealous!haha.den slack arnd at hm..bla bla bla and its late afternoon..time juz passes by so fast...sigh..den met ruz..amy..saini and his gf..again wif his gf..she was in his house...wah..so nice lor!!parents all knw..nth to hide..urghhz!!went to toa pa yoh to play pool but it was packed!nescafe was on me..haha..tirimasu!next time shud try gold roasted yea??ahaha..well..den sort of tried to talk chinese all da way..but everyone started luffin at it...wuo hen leng!!tts 1 word..another is..toi ren...rite amy??haha...chi tian wuo hen hao..hehe..ni ming bai mah??ru kuo ni pu ming bai..hen pen lor ni!hehe....tue pu chi hor..yin wei wuo pu ke yi chiang huai ren bah..e tian tian only..haha.wuo kai wan siao..hehe..kk..den headed to bishan gold course to play pool...
it was all cool..win and lose to each other..noone was da best..but man of da match is..*drums rolling.......*....dunnoe la..haha..everyone..
so after tt together send amanda hm..she stays at da place where i had a "history"..damn..juz wish to get outta tt place as soon as possible...jump into da cab and headed under my block..chilled for awhile..den headed hm..ruz is endless wif his "lame" jokes..but hey..its nice!haha!!!makes me laugh...tts the whole point..
ABOUT ME
Name:
MamaNBirthday:
twenty eighth june 1988 .Birthplace:chingchiapor..[toa pa yoh general hossp.]
Current Location:hm...in mah room..
Eye Color:black . no . it`s actually dark brown cause we`re asians . but why not blue!? . ;]
Hair Color:black..-_- .
Height:176??haven measured it for quite sum time... .
Right Handed or Left Handed:right handed..but wears watch on da right side.hehe..unique??
Your Heritage:javanese..
The Shoes You Wore Today:asics sports 4 sch..nike presto for trainin..=( .
Your Weakness:girls!!!juz hard to confront and even face or talk to 'em...haha...would juz stammer or slip my hands in my pocket when im nervous..hehe...
Your Fears:gettin pissed..girls..!!bein in love...havin trust on ppl..
Your Perfect Pizza:all time fav would be HAWAIIAN....duhz!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:passin O levels!!gainin weight till 70 kg??hmm..goin shoppin..proving to parents wad i am....
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:okidokie!!!...hey!!!...wads poppin???...its all cool yea???...aight den...
Thoughts First Waking Up:damn...i wanna back in lala land!!..check hp...see if anybody msg or call..give a wake up call to someone...tts it..
Your Best Physical Feature:umm...hmm....butt??shoulder??mua back??
Your Bedtime:afternoon naps!!!hmm...anytime la...
Your Most Missed Memory:celebrating my 17th birthday...thanks guys!!
Pepsi or Coke:coke..haha..eventhough i dun drink any...
MacDonalds or Burger King
BK!!!its better..dun ya tink?? .
Single or Group Dates:hmmm...cant ans tt....nv been in a grup date b4..sigh.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton Ice Tea . hmm . haven drink it for quite a long time .
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate ! uh huh uh huh . ~ \ /
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino sounds better . -_-
Do you Smoke:i wana quit!!!hate to admit it..but honesty is da best policy rite ruz??
Do you Swear:"i swear?" everybody does right? ehk no! tat one cursing!
Do you Sing:everybody does . if only i cud sing chinese songs!i would wanna learn.!!!
Do you Shower Daily:like duhhh!!! ~
Have you Been in Love:no uh no! nope! never ever uhhhh!!! wtf! $#%^%&@!
Do you want to go to College:chicks in college r hot...haha..sweet lanky legs..but nahz...dunwanna burst my brains out..
Do you want to get Married:maybe no...only if my income is high den maybe i'll consider it..haha
Do you belive in yourself:u have to dun u???
Do you get Motion Sickness:hmm . dotno ehk . no lahh i think . headache only .
Do you think you are Attractive:attractive? what do you think? i can`t judge myself .
Are you a Health Freak:
maybe???haha...
Do you get along with your Parents:NO....nt at all...no happiness...too strict..
Do you like Thunderstorms:i miss it!!singapore rarely hav la...being at hm during thurderstorm..wah..so cozy wif a slight chillin...
Do you play an Instrument:guitar..name it..acoustic and electric...prefer playin bosa nova style..melts a girls heart shape box!!haha . ~
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yea...stealla atois??.
In the past month have you Smoked:gosh...gotta admit it again...
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yesh . legal drugs heal me .
In the past month have you gone on a Date:nahz...too busy...wont have any even if im free....sigh!!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:of coz la.......
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:packets maybe...box is a nono....its nice BUT....u'll hav a hard time shittin it out..trust me..haha..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:nope . i wan`t sushi too!
In the past month have you been on Stage:stage? it`s been long since i perform .
In the past month have you been Dumped:dumped? no .
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:skinny dipping . hmm . ahahaha! nooo . ~
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:cant remember...haha...
Ever been Drunk:yea...the last one was in my frends bbq b4 he leaves to canada..was !@#$ing tipsy man.. .
Ever been called a Tease:tease??? hmm . dotno ehk .
Ever been Beaten up:used to on my birthday..wad a present
Ever Shoplifted:saw my frend shoplift gt..haha..and he gt caught...and i was still standing beside him...pay double or go to police..so i paid for him..those were the kiddy days...
How do you want to Die:in lala land...or wif my love one..holdin each others hand and and sharing da pain wif her..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:when i was a kid..ive always wanted to be an architect...but dun think so..aiming for juz a freelance trainer or a personal trainer..a physioterapist??or maybe juz an mechanic in cars..
What country would you most like to Visit:Bali...paris??..new york??..hawaii!!
In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:black . dark brown . and ouh ouh!!! sparkling eyes!!! ouh dear!! . =) *stares*
Favourite Hair Color:anything . =) no grey! tsktsk . i . =.=
Short or Long Hair:short wif scarfs...like JC chicks!ahaha...
Height:
hmm..doesnt matter tt much..but nt taller den me la...Weight:acceptable....
Best Clothing Style:dressing the rite attire at the right time...if she gt da legs and tone up arms y nt flaunt it off...c'mon...juz simple and casual...nt so much of fancy fancy stuffs....it can be too over ..
Number of Drugs I have taken:o.O
Number of CDs I own:AHAHHhahhahahahaHHHahhahaa!!!
Number of Piercings:two..left ear wif a bling bling!!haha..and side lips..but i dun wear it anymore...eWwW...
Number of Tattoos:countless....always have em after opening a pack of bubble gum...kekeke...
Number of things in my Past I Regret:
mixin wif da wrng company...slackin off in studies..and wastin my times doin nth but chillin out
just damn fuckin bloody piss!!!!!!!
FUCK LA!!!!all my inbox r erased...dunwanna metion names here..im so so fuckin piss!!!!!he wanted to borrow my fone and change sim card cause he's fone is low batt..i said better be safe den sorry.i dunwan my inbox to be erased..he insisted..sayin tt it wont happen...but it did!!!!!!damn bloody pissed i threw my fone down....like its useless already la!!!!!msges in my inbox r precious to me...u get wad i mean if u guys hav it and lose it...i dun keep those msges for nth!!the msges frm my step bro tt i've jus gt reunited after 8 years of nt seeing each other....msg-es frm my step sis tt always gives me strength no matter wad probs i have....msges frm stania the first time i gt to knw her...which was like last year....i still do keep those msges..y???cause all of em r meaningful!!the first msg tt i gt frm "her" on 29th june...its all gone!!!!all of it!!!!the last msg wen yi sent b4 flyin off to london..i dunnoe wad to do now.i cant be sittin down and feelin piss...but i tink i will...cause all of it is gone!!!im nt being petty here...but its all meaningful to me..precious..priceless...memories..im nt petty...understand me..put ureself in my shoes...if u agree wif him tt im petty and sayin tt u knw the real rahman who is petty..be it..i respect ure stand..but think abt it...i rather smash my fone...its all gone...forever...msges of happy birthday frm all my frens...u dun understand how meaningful it is to me...fuck it la!
hectic
damn..life's gettin frm bad to worst...gettin more tensed up on studies..nt gonna talk much abt it..i failed..tts all i can say..no more lookin on da bright side...its 2 am now and im still awake..havin 2.4 km run tmr..gawd!!!studied juz now..sorry ruz for splashin my mango tea on ya!!!it wasnt on purpose..there was a praying mantis almost gettin "in" e bottle..-_-..tmr is also chem common test...sure to flung...its a chemistry day tmr..havin chem period durin sch..havin chem common test...and havin chem remedial...urghhz!!!she had fled off to london now...cummin back in 2 weeks time...all da best!.tmr is friday...no naps...its sure to be tiring man..juz lazy to blog..chao!
its all cool baby...hehehe..
gosh!!!i dreamnt abt her..muahaha..how the hell is tt possible!!it juz happen so short...regretted tt i gotta wake up early...stupid alarm woke my beautiful dream..ahaha..nono..its nt wet dream...so yea...=X...k lets go to dreamland for awhile..*...it was in da class....she was like sitting right infront of da class..(wonder y is she in my class when shes nt..hehe.)...i was sitting right at da back..she called my name!!ahaha..she was tellin me to come to her and do sum things for her...and right when i was walkin towards her..."RINGGGGGGGGGGGGG"...damn..i woke up...shyte!!so dragged myself to da gym..train legs..damn tiring..nice butt and calves is all hard work...
gt hm and rest...had a "mini" nap...den met amy and ruz..walked arnd j8..had dinner...it was MY treat..ahaha...hope u guys r happy..haha.spend 30 bucks on face stuffs and hair..haha.juz want these small pimples to go away!!!GO AWAY!!!!hope cleanser works too..den headed to amk central..haha..we were wearin nicely juz to central...haha..gt my p.e pants...and a nike water bottle and berms..=)...tts where all my money goes to..haha...slacked awhile at "HUT"..hehe..its our place man..met tt jali..ahaha..he bought a phone..and guess wad..he doesnt even knw how to use...jali!!i'll teach u aight...he's jali the "headbanger"...coz he always sort of like vibrates his head whenever he talks...u guys shud check it out...its cool...wen yi is flyin off to london this wed for an international forum thingy..how cool is tt!!!urghhz!!!gt offered frm karti to go for canoeing..shud i??ahaha...maybe..maybe no...
saturday was cool...
well..woke up kinda early this morn..for guitar lessons..learnt back in black by ACDC..rock and roll!!!man..im kinda sleepy to even blog..its 2 15 am and i gotta wake up early for tranin tmr..sigh..basically i slept da whole day today..thought its gonna be a boring saturday..but ruz gt me into goin to this BBq at newton..place to sk8 too..so y nt??its been awhile since i picked up my board after skatin for let say....5 years??haha..so headed there at 8..kinda cool place..skated..its like we're doin a demo..haha..everyone was sitting down lookin at us skatin and shoutin YEA!!!!!and clappin their hands....ahaha...the past has enlightened me again!!it was fun..all da girls was frm JC..so.....juz keep quiet la...the bbq wasnt like wad i had thought..doesnt hav much food..so juz sk8 and sk8..chilled out...picked up a guitar...juz cant stand lookin at a guitar..juz wanna pick it up and play.played sum romantic songs..blues..and seems the girls pretty liked it..ahaha...cool cool...gt to knw 2 girls and a guy...wen yi...melissa and sam..a neighbourhood guy knwin this kinda ppl...feel honourned..=)...nice meetin u guys!!melissa handed me a beer...how nice of u!!wads the beer called?stella atello which pronouce as stella atoure.ahaha...such a nice pronounciation...woo!!k la..juz too tired to blog too much..wanna sleep and conserve energy for tmr.urghhz!!!!
in amy's house..engrossed on da tv set....cought on camera again!!!is tt tommy???
sleepy eyes..need sleep!!!studyin at da "creepy" place...ehh...wait a min..hus tt beside me??haha..cute la...
friday was cool till that bitch called me up...
woke up at arnd 12??den after tt washed up and headed to meet amy..had lunch and cool down our tummy...hehe....walked arnd j8..there was this "exibition" goin on..abt the 40 years of straits times newspaper...showin all the old pic..was kinda amazed at how singapore WAS...frm secret society to ....everythin...didnt knw tt singapore once had a place where u knw...couples in da car wacthin movie at a certain place..get da picture peeps??nvm den..it was kinda fun though..walked arnd MUJI..man..fallin in love into tt shop...basically u can find anythin.1 word for da shop..."SIMPLE"...its kinda affordable..worth it..so y nt??headed to da gym..bump onto an OLD frend...used to sk8 together..he was like.."wads ure age now??"...16...."wad da fuck...u dun look like 16 at all..ahaha."...in my mind i was like..damn..i wanna look young and yet ppl tink im old...urghhz!if he tinks i look like 20...i wouldnt wanna be lookin like 30 when im 20..gettit??
after tranin walked arnd j8 again...-_-...its da hometown man...amk is juz a nono for me..or "us"..haha..read sum newman mags..yada yada yada...lookin at alvin's face..its juz so clean..damn jealous..wadsup wif ure genes man...or r u juz haven reach puberty..=X...hehex...learnt 1 very reliable phrase..."who is god??well...got is someone hu ignores u when u pray and wish for something..."..relevant??maybe??up to ya guys...
gt hm...washed up wif new shampoo!!ahaha...so nice...den after tt headed to amy's house wif ruz to watch sin city...but ruz gt unleashed instead..BUT..we didnt watch it..instead we watch 50 first date...amy's sister "bought" it over da fone/tv..cool....it was really nice..sweet...gettin crazy of wantin to be in love..theres no barrier.but juz tt..gettin a girl tt understands u..basically understandin each other..its hard...=(...feel so down rite guys??wantin to watch a couple movie wif e opposite sex..cuddling and sharing each others problem..whispering in each others ear sayin "i love u"...whoahh!!!!!!oh ya..bout da bitch...its mummy..hu else??i dun hav girl frends..as in u knw..a real female frend..sigh...patients maman..
I LIFE........LIVE IT...(respect da blood)
walkin alone....headin to nowhere in mind..just wanna get out of this mess..im sorry "life"...
????where r u man...who r u to me now??uve been lost in da family for 8 years..pops out for a month...and ure gone again...anyway..congrats for gettin publicised in da straits time as a well known personal trainer....
no sch on thurs and fri....( happy racial harmony )
hmm..its racial harmony..students goin to sch wif their costumes..bla bla bla...today used to be an exciting day...goin to sch wif costumes and all..used to be excited for this day to go 2 sch..still remember myself during pri sch..haha..its all in da past..well..no sch for today and tmr coz tehres no exams..prelims over..but i would wish i cud turn back time and mug like hell...sigh..worried tt im gonna flunk on this prelim..urghz!!
gt up and bathe and all..went to my frend's house to watch dvd.watched initial D..ahaha..but he ended up sleepin..wadever..his mom was so nice to make me drinks and even food..ahaha..she actually cooked for me...thanks mak cik!heheex...edison was handsome!ahaha...more handsome den jay chao..tt was realli unexpected..but edison looks more to like a playboy la..jay is better.hehe..look more sincere and faithful..the tofu boy!!damn..didnt knw mazda trueno was tt cool..ahaha..every other racer was like drivin mitsubishi evo..bla bla bla...cool show la overall..
now im hm..=)...gonna study later..eventhough prelims r over...=(...math...science..math...science...those 2 subs r juz in ma mind man..and i gt back in contact wif joyce..shes in CJC now..keep complainin bout bein so stressed up in studies...pity her man..i juz now how it feels...dun we??
PISSED OFF AGAIN!!!
.....had my chemistry paper juz now..went really shitty...cant even study yesterdae nite.ended up givin each other jokes and laughin our ass off...
after sch..headed hm straight..had lunch and den off to nap..went for tranin bla bla bla..k now im hm...lets nt mention names..again...he caht wif me..kinda close frend of mine..knwn him kinda long since skating time...told me tt "he" talked behimnng my back again...wad da...he juz only talk to me in sch..y the hell talk to me in sch when ure piss at me and wanna talk thing bout me??i myself cant face u hearin tt uve been talkin bout me..but u...u can even talk to me...how weird/funny can tt be??human r weird creatures..cant be understood...he says im a follower... -_-...wonder wads tt suppose to mean..he hates me talkin in english..all this..wads the linkage between me and u??cant i talk in english??feel like crying and laughin at the same time tryin to understand how human can react and be characterised...juz so fuckin piss man...u find it fun uh talkin bout me??tryin to make me lose reputation and get humiliated..and wads the return if i were to confront...juz a simple sentence sayin."joking oni wad..y take it so seriously..so petty..abit oni wanna angry."...tts y im lazy to entertain...fuckin piss!!!juz so fuckin piss....
saturday..=)...
cancelled the plan to head the beach..well..last nite weather was great...did i sent "her" gd nite msg??coz i realise my phone was under my ass went i woke up..hehe..guess i fel asleep..my frend
's havin prob and kinda confuse bout his love life..same goes to ruz..ahaha...chill out...girls r to be treasured...=)..tt is went theres faith in the relationship...=)..and ruz....patient is virtue man..haha..u want it...u gotta bring ureself together and call her!!...kk...woke up at 12 30...nth to do and juz slack arnd...killed time polishin up my guitar and changin the strings tt my ins gave..haha..imported frm US...wah..ahaha..didnt hav lessons today coz i haven finish the guitar assignments...too bz studyin..but no use..den went out skatin..ahaha...wif ruz...amy and saini...kinda fun..=)...those were the days...............ahaha...p 5 till sec 4...and now..im juz slackin..juz sk8 for fun...at hm now..washed myself up and goin to study...and abt the guy...forget it aight..i juz dun wanna occupy any space in my mind for ya...=)...
ITS REALLY PISSING ME OFF!
....yea..the title's shit..its only the morn of friday now..and someone gotta spoil it..math paper 2 was sucky like fuck..juz so fuckin piss now..lets nt mention any names here..exams was over and he gotta stay back n told me to wait for him..msged him nicely tt im headin hm and i need my nap...and wad i gt for a reply??a curse frm him..hey..i had a shitty exam and u juz gotta make it worst dun ya??u juz dun understand me uh??i said to him nicely again in msg tt sayin those words to me aint necessary and the others r in da canteen..again...he replied me wif a curse...wad da....confessed sum of my thoughts tt ive been keepin..and the reply was sumthin tts nt even link to the situation..criticized me abt wad i hold in life..bein a free thinker..hey..im juz nt the religeous guy aight..wads the difference between me and u...when U r wif ure frends..do u even think abt lookin back when i walk alone??u can be nice once in awhile..only when theres noone...and he also started sayin bout "her"...if im like this..she wont be entertainin me..i was like..wad da..dun put her in da pic..i dun tink we'll remain as frend..i knw ure gf is one of her bestfrend...i dunwanna say anithin or make any asumption..but wif the linkage tt ure gf is her bestfrend...sigh.."maybe" u'll say things abt me to ure gf..and she'll pass it her "her"...its relevant..and i HAV heard u talkin abt me behind my back..i juz keep it neutral..confronting and statin a fite is juz nt me...go on..say things abt me..i dun mind..for all i care im juz being myself and one would knw hu i am by wad they experience and nt juz by hearin..stop being bz pickin on me and start havin a thought how i feel dude..."shes" nt replyin abt her papers...wadever...juz really feel shitty now...and maybe...maybe she's wad she is rite now for wad she heard abt me..i cant be sure..but i hav the feelin of it...
under pressure...
maman's under pressure!!been kinda down thinkin bout O levels..."her"..and MATH!!!!i dun hate math..its just a magic..nvm..well had my math paper 1 for prelim and o level MT oral exams...it went kinda alrite..think i was kinda intimidating..ahaha..my idol is micheal jackson???hahaha....maman....r u sure!!ahaha...c'mon..i didnt knw whoelse tt i can say tt has gd AND bad points..ahaha...wadever it is..today sux...math paper didnt went smooth..uRghhz!!yesterdae didnt had my nap!!and also trained till so shag..den follwed by studyin till kinda late..urghhz..chill out yea cass.??victory belongs to the most persevering..=)..work hard maman!!well..now waiti for ruz to come over to study...juz as expected..his 6 pm in 8 pm...ahaha...peace out...
cool songs...
all these things that i've down - The Killers
2pac ft. elton john - ghetto gospel...
destiny's child - cater to you
missy elliot ft. ciara - lose it
europe - its the final countdown
history prelim papers..
yesterdae went hm at arnd 12.."shes" sick...awWww...rest well yea???i wun wanna be sick doin exam..=)..snuggle up ure blanket..;)...k..had history paper today...gosh..i thought i would flunk like HELL in humans..but miraculously..i cud do the paper..didnt even use any notes nor textbooks...guess where???haha.frm da net...gt all the source abt hitler in da net...woo hoo!!!hehe...k..nobody's taggin now..=(..borin blog....juz wanna change the template man.....urghhz!but its kinda complicating...tnr is math exam paper 1 and also O levels MT oral exams...im kinda nervous already now..i suck in speakin proper malay.=(...*cross fingers*.wadever it is..gd luck maman!!
monday isnt tt blue afterall....
well..woke up in da morn and head to sch..today is social studies prelim papers...i didnt turn out shitty tt i'd expected..haha..tts the great thing..i slack during history period..all thanks to da chief (ruz) for givin me his revision book..thanks man!!ure da best..haha...well..den after sch..went to hv lunch..yada yada yada...den headed hm and took my nap...didnt expected to wake up so early..damn..so went online and chat wif cass 4 a lil while..=D ...gym..den had dinner..and den study for math..math paper 1 is on thursday..need all the luck.=)..i wanna pass math!!art is kinda slacky now..sort of in trouble..urghhz!!now im hm..hmm...gonna read and go through some idioms or wadever tt i can fill my brains for tmr's english exam...chao!
friday!!!!!!!!
hmm...started the day as always..being lazy to get up frm bed and head to sch..change tt mind set man...hMm..nth happen much in sch..had eng common test..was kinda alrite..and had chemistry remedial..=)..its friday!!tts wad im happy for..get to sleep late tonite and get to wake up late tmr..called my guitar ins. tellin him tt i cudnt make it tmr cause i gt sumthin goin on in sch.hehehe...haven finish my guitar assignments!!waddaya expect!=X...end of friday in sch was great..a great feelin of excitement and also nervous breakdown...was walkin hm when ceesvin pointed out.."isnt tt @#$$ ??...eh sorry different person..."i gt a shocked for a sec.."...-_-...den i took a 2nd glance.."it is her!!!!!!"..haha...now this time it was a real nervous break down..wad shud i do cess wad shud i do?!?! juz prayin.."cess..juz talk to me..dun stop!!"..haha...walked pass her..her frend was gigglin tt made me more nervous..did i looked stupid??did i?? did i??haha...
gt hm..bathe..and rushed off to da gym..gt a msg frm wan..he thinks im already wif her!!haha...i was like...wan..how cud she be wif me when she hav a crush?!?!think twice..make it thrice!haha...so after trainin..headed for dinner and den to mac to chill for a lil while...kinda rushed hm cause shes online...=D...haha..girls r powerful den men...dey can juz makes us crazy..haha...( mystery girl...juz wished tt u dunno my blog...urghhz..im confused...")
caught on camera without notice..wad da..
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maman!!!be cool dude!!
well...after i woke up..msged her..shes kinda down for her o levels oral exams..=(..*sObS*...theres a 2nd shot yea??u want it..u gotta work for it..k..i dun see the linkage..=X den after tt sms wif her..yada yada yada..den i thought of callin her juz to cheer her up a lil or sumthin..but ive nv even smiled at her in sch or talk wif her...thinkin bout it makes me....nvm..dunnoe how many times ive been repeatin nervous and shy and scared in my mind for today..haha.den juz called her after boosting abit of my confidence frm watchin JOEY..haha....he's hilarious!..den juz called...my knees were weak!ahaha...talk and talk.first time mah...>.< had coffee infront of me..brought out magazines cause im scared i'll be out of topics..but didnt use it in the end..breathe in...breathe out..hahatalked for 1 an a hour and den watched o.c...=).how i wish im there..i gt to knw her full name !!haha....im gettin crazy now..but...noone knws wad she thinks..1 thing tt pulled me down is tt...i watched a lot like love wif a guy..-_-...she watched it wif a guy.....hu?? i dunnoe..........................................
finally....
k..juz gt outta shoer..the time is 3 pm sharp..headed hm straight after sch..wanna hav my nap soon..=)...saw her in sch today durin recess..hehehe....sHhHh..well..nth much to write..juz gonna take my nap like a kitty below this post and den watch joey at 9...O.C at 11!!!!!cant miss and would nv will...hehe..and one tree hill at 12..=)....peace out!
[ wHitE- Ty ]....sleepin in ma room..=)
im stoned for the day...( he pulled her!!! )
the title says it all folks...=(..had only 5hrs of sleep last nite..didnt even get to sleep well...urghzh!after sch had math remedial...and after sch rush to da gym.tranin sux today..cause im shag..really shag..didnt even get my afternoon nap...after tt had dinner wif ruz and amy.."she" beginning to open up more a lil...really happy bout it...cause i still remmeber the first time we ever msged each other..she was so like..."kinda quiet"...de juz now during p.e syafiq pulled her beside me....ArhhZ!!!tt freaked me out..i didnt knw wad to do!haha..PuMp PuMp PuMp...my blood was rushing and my heart was pumpin..but it WAS a nice feelin..=)..=)...millions of smiles..hmm....after havin dinner headed to mac to study...on math again..uRghhZ..i was really beat at tt point of time.."shes" nt cumin online tonite..so im nt rushin hm..=)..fiddled wif amy's lappy a lil..bla bla bla..and here i am..;)
practical shyte...
hmm..told my mom CLEARLY tt i can wake up late today..sch starts at 11 cause theres practical examinations..nth to study..it was shitty man...the paper wasnt given out properly.the chem paper was suppose to have a manual guide but some of us didnt get..realized it only after the examinations over..was so engrossed on tt shit..urGhhZ!..the shitty thing was tt it was damn @#$%ing humid..urghhz...after sch went to hav lunch..headed hm..my frend hanged out in my room playin guitar..frm like 3 till 11 pm....wad da!!haha...he's so eager to learn..wadever it is..its all cool..didnt talk to me dad today...its kinda of a plain day i would say...peace out!edison...haha...dream on girl...hehehe...;) best of luck!..u knw hu u r...muahahahaha...
label me childish aight...i dun mind..=D
wads takin so long dude..i need to get out of this pile of sand!!..amy bein burried alive..
[amy]..[me]..[ruz]...3 of my best peeps..old pic man...taken long tyme ago..
rage..anger..fraustration..hatred..anti..
uRgHhZ!!!that would be the first expression for this post..damn..was sucha hectic day!!BANG BANG!!!WAKE UP!!!!!!!tt was the first word tt i heard when i woke up..wad the hell..my dad suddenly banged on my door and shouted at me askin me to wake up..i was like..its youth day..i didnt even shout back..and he said HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW...it is stated in the calendar dad...HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNW..I DUN LOOK AT THE CALENDAR...i was like..wad the hell...k..i knw i won tt part..den he brought up abt me cummin home late..sayin tt im a disobedient child...WAD THE HELL IS WRNG WITH HIM...?!?!?hey..i gt hm late cause i celebrated my birthday aight...-_-..cant he even understand tt..gt so pissed of and sad...sad for havin a miserable life.i admit.i cried myself to sleep..thinkin bout my life..the kind of parents im havin..im embaressed to say tt i hav parents like this..too strict!!!c'mon!!the more u want a child to do something..the more he/she would rebel...its suffocating man..hu wants to be in a cage!msged cass..juz wanted to tell someone..and also my step sis..urghhz!!im the only one suffering here..tt point of time..i just wished tt i would disappear and nv return..die wthout any pain...run away without any worries...sigh..DAD..THIS WOULD BE THE LAST TIME IM CALLING THAT..I DUN SEE U AS A FATHER TO ME..CAUSE U DUN LOOK LIKE A FATHER FIGURE TO ME..WHY??ASK URESELF...
woke up..followed ruz to suntec to repair his phone cause of the sound and virus??did a quick window shopping at topshop..juz hav to step into it eventhough im late..rushed hm and gt ready for trainin...bla bla bla..ruz had a haircut and den headed hm...didnt even say hi to my dad and tell him tt im hm...=)..tts better...
3 monkeys........
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hell yeah!!haha.cool day man..lets start..woke up in da morn and had guitar lessons..hmMm..den after tt went to sk8..haha..wif ruz..amy..and saini..it was cool...=)..dad modified his car again today..=)..k den ruz invited for dinner at 3 monkeys at town coz he's gettin his pay today..so headed hm at 6..washed up and all..get all ready and met at 7 30..wore top man polo's and berms and lacoste shoe..kinda suit..=)..thanks for the shirt again guys..=)..
head to town and met wif stania and her frend fenny..woo...she looks nice..espeially her jeans..k..den headed to 3 monkeys bar/restaurant and odered food..LETS DIG IN!!!!haha...we're starvin man..had pizza..!!!!pizza!!i love it!haha..talked and talked..bla bla bla..was watchin tv also..talk to stania and suddenly the stereo blast off wif a birthday song..i was like...wad the...im tryin to talk down here..started talkin louder when i realized all eyes were on me..tuned back and saw ruz wif a cake and balloon..i was like....holy shit!!!!!haha..gt a shock of my life!the song kept playin and everyone was clappin to the beat of the song.well..my heart beat twice faster i guess..haha.i was so nervous tt i blew the candle staright off..haha.so ruz lighted it up again and i made my wish..my mind wasnt fuctioning properly..=X..first of all wished for my frends and i dunnoe y...this girl tt im interested in came out..wadever it is..juz hope it'll all come true...i said non stop thanks to all man...thanks ruz..RUZ!!!!!!!haha.thanks a million...and nt forgettin u amy and saini and ure girlfrend amanda...stania and fenny for being there..
after tt..we chilled out..msged cass staright away tellin her abt the unforgetable suprise..guys!this is so memorable..i was holdin the balloon tt is floatin for awhile..looked so unique and ppl lookin at me wif a balloon..haha..den passed it to amy to hold it..played wif it and it gt off his hands.damn!!tts a birthday balloon.haha...its all cool amy..the bottom like is to hav fun...thanks guy!!!love ya all.!!!
