ever wonder ? ?
no offend to every individual yea abt this post..its all abt religeon..focusing more in to christianity..dun ever get the wrong idea..first..i admit i am an islam..haha..k.how i define tt..im nt really a true believer but its juz a practice for me..can be so called tt im a free thinker..the book ive juz read really inspired me to wrote this post..hehe..if u can see..dun majority of ppl like us r being in a religeon of wad we r now because our parents r in tt particular religeon..maybe n..but majority..yes..juz like leonardo da vinci stated..we r of wad we r because of our ancestors..he also stated tt the holy bible..koran and other religeon bible are juz metaphors..it leads us..but all of those r man made..nt taken down frm the sky!.if god is so great..y is there young children tt r born r abused..sexually/physically assaulted and any other things tt u can name of..??came to think abt tt...reincarnation (rebirth of soul with new body) comes into the picture.do u believe in reincarnation??well..im beginning to..den where the hell does all the souls after a dead one goes??hanging arnd everywhere??heaven or hell..??nahz..i dun believe in tt..tt is why i believe wad we are now are wad ppl in da past are..if there is such thing as god and HE would punish us for our sins..then i bet EVRYONE in this planet would be gd..agree??some do but some dun..its up to ure own views on this..maybe u're askin ureself tt "science" may explain all these answers...im talkin abt "religeon and beliefs"...so juz put science aside..=)..im no offend to christianity or islams..yes i agree on islams philoshophy and all..
this is now abt christianity..some believes jesus IS god..some believes tt its his father tt is god..lemme tell u wad i believe..i believe mary magdelene is nt his mother..and mary magdelene is his wife.i dun believe tt jesus was born frm a virgin..noone does!wad made him so great tt everyone is prayin over him..nt because of his special powers..he is juz like us."human"..it is juz that he have amazed millions of ppl of his preaching tt made him so unforgetable.ever known tt in the painting by leonardo da vinci "the last supper" tt shows 13 mens r havin thier last supper including jesus are actually nt 13 men..1 of them is a women indeed..she was juz right beside jesus.tt is wad i believe is mary magdelene..wad convinced me tt she is really a women??there was cleavage..and there is a hand with a knife hidden in the painting..no explanations to that..
wad makes the painting mona lisa so great?!wad lies behind the smile??wad i beieve after doin some research is tt mona lisa herself doesnt exist..she is leonardo da vinci himself..a paiting of himself being a women..1 amazing fact is that the original painting is mona lisa havin a pendant..but it was repainted..
HITCH.....
well..had trainin earky in the morn today..man..its tiring..after taht had a snack at j8..went hm and had a nap..it was so HOT..i hate singapore's weather..even a humidifier wouldnt help i guess..i would have been out with her..but her grand dad had a stoke..aWww..i shud i understand..juz go out for lunch..nth BIG..haha..after my nap..planned to go to town..k..wad shud i wear??wadever la..its already late afternoon....juz wore a "dumbfuck" shit..haha..and berms wif my lacoste sneakers...watched hitch with azmy..thanks yea?!its very nice of u to watch it for the 2nd time..really appreciate it..sucha funny movie!had diner at BK..and den...yea..i guess tts it..all shops were close already by den..headed hm.wonder wad im gonna do tonite..finished readin my book..urgzhh!!went is he gonna buy me tt angels and demons book..still waitin..damn..i have yet to finish my guitar notes and i have lessons tmr..uRgHhZ!!!!!
im so shag......
well..woke up watchin boxing on tv wif dad...ahaha...my dad juz loves wacthin fights..ahaha...went swimmin..my fred can finish 20 laps!wad da!!!he doesnt smoke..tts gd abt him..yesterdae read an article abt metro sexual..its nt GAY!get tt rite man..its ppl hu tend to take extra care for their looks..looking gd and pleasant at ALL times...there r more abt it..check it out at mens style magazine..;)after swimmin..went for lunch..den go hm and sleep...im so shag!tmr sch reopens..sigh..im still in da holiday mood..im juz bored now..waiting for apprentice..den after tt read my book..and im gonna bang the bed..tmr sch.urgzhh!!all of my hw nt done yet..theres even a project..all undone..damn!
bro came out in straits times!
well..i watched a movie tt i dun even have any idea of the tile..its starring jim carey..k..u guys shud know wads the title already..it was a free tickets frm azmi..thanks yea??it was kinda stupid man!we gt seats tts rite infront!we couldnt stand it looking up..den we changed the sit to the 3rd row..nt even 5 mins..someone came up to us cause we're sitting at their sits..damn!!den we got back down to the front seats..embaressing..overall..i'll judge the show 60% gd..;)..bump onto stania..it was kinda arkward..shes gettin cuter!haha..azmi was memerized by her...nvm..haha..shHhh..after watchin the movie..shes sms-ed me sayin tt she juz finish watchin the movie i was watchin..wad the!and she was siting on the 2nd row..haha..how could i miss her!damn..1 BIG MAJOR news abt today is my bro came out is da papers..straits times to be specific in the urban section..its abt few on the "sexiest" personal trainers in singapore..damn!im jealous!since tt ive achieved his goal for me to gain above 65 kg..he gave me 3 wishes which i gotta make in 2 mins!..and he'll get one out of the 3 wishes..k..i listed..apple ipod..emporio armani watch or ipod shuffle..damn!its like i only listed 2..my mind was in da rush and i was only given 2 mins..waddaya expect?!?shud have wished for watch..ipod..or samsung D500C..haha..cool fone..well..juz now bought berms frm Emilio and shirts frm U2..a new water bottle for sch..and..yea..tts all..overall..today was kinda cool man..tmr is back to work out day at toa pa yoh..either saturday or sunday is swimming..;)..she didnt call nor she smsed me today..hmm..im smellin sumthin fishy here..wonder wad it is..i'll juz wait for her sms or call...im nt gonna make the 1st move again..
watched movie...
well..i watched a movie tt i dun even have any idea of the tile..its starring jim carey..k..u guys shud know wads the title already..it was a free tickets frm azmi..thanks yea??it was kinda stupid man!we gt seats tts rite infront!we couldnt stand it looking up..den we changed the sit to the 3rd row..nt even 5 mins..someone came up to us cause we're sitting at their sits..damn!!den we got back down to the front seats..embaressing..overall..i'll judge the show 60% gd..;)..bump onto stania..it was kinda arkward..shes gettin cuter!haha..azmi was memerized by her...nvm..haha..shHhh..after watchin the movie..shes sms-ed me sayin tt she juz finish watchin the movie i was watchin..wad the!and she was siting on the 2nd row..haha..how could i miss her!damn..1 BIG MAJOR news abt today is my bro came out is da papers..straits times to be specific in the urban section..its abt few on the "sexiest" personal trainers in singapore..damn!im jealous!since tt ive achieved his goal for me to gain above 65 kg..he gave me 3 wishes which i gotta make in 2 mins!..and he'll get one out of the 3 wishes..k..i listed..apple ipod..emporio armani watch or ipod shuffle..damn!its like i only listed 2..my mind was in da rush and i was only given 2 mins..waddaya expect?!?shud have wished for watch..ipod..or samsung D500C..haha..cool fone..well..juz now bought berms frm Emilio and shirts frm U2..a new water bottle for sch..and..yea..tts all..overall..today was kinda cool man..tmr is back to work out day at toa pa yoh..either saturday or sunday is swimming..;)..she didnt call nor she smsed me today..hmm..im smellin sumthin fishy here..wonder wad it is..i'll juz wait for her sms or call...im nt gonna make the 1st move again..
RESTLESS......
heylo heylo..haha..im juz so so fuckin bored rite here rite now..eveyone is out..she's at swensens..till this hr??wad da..and plus shes nt feelin well..girls r juz girls..stubborn..well..went toa pa yoh today for work out..ive gained weight again!so..wads my surpise man..haha..had luch at banquet..den went hm..fuckin shag man..wonder y im feelin so restless today..gt a comment 4 my previous post frm my ex..shes mad at me..haha.."FUCK YOU"..u aint fuckin me man..hehehe..i knw shes gonna be mnad at me for long..i knw her man..haha..chill yea..u knw hu u r..;)..
went swimming yesterdae....man i was shag!!ahaha...i cant even swim 2 laps...haha..all due to smokin..sigh..need to work out more on my lungs..had guitar lessons also yesterdae..learn how to play bona Nova type of songs..my ins said it'll melt a girls heart..haha...how corny..
its been ages.....
the title says it all..its been ages since i updated my blog..hmmm..i dun think i can recall all the things tts been happenin arnd me...first of all..i gained weight..im 65 now..happy man!haha..all i want now is either maintain this weight or increase..nt decrease pls!!!hehe..well..today juz went for work out at bishan clubfit gym..kinda restless the whole day..i wonder y..it made me more restless after trainin.but this guy in da gym made my day..i really admire his physique..(im nt gay..)..he's tall..well defined physique..all along i thought he's a chinese..den he came up to me.."eh..badan kau bagus eh.umur kau brape?" it means..hey..nice body..wads ure age??i said im 16 and he was shock..ahaha..i always get tt all the time..i was wearin singlet juz now..no..get wad i mean..haha...he made my day!he's really a cool guy..think he's arnd 26??rides an african twin bike..k..den after tt..went to eat..didnt finish up my meal.haha..went hm and sleep!
k..yesterdae bought my lacoste shoe.=)..at last..went to this cheer leadin comp at suntec..man those chics was HOT!!!!sizzling hot!haha..bump onto my ex..ahaha..she was wif her bf..how nice..shes still da same size..ahaha..k..shudnt say anithin else..
uRgHhZ!fuckin bored
damn..nth to do rite now..im now sittin alone in wif the class in da comp lab..kinda peaceful anyway..hehe..lifes kinda fucked up yesterdae.havin tt book is great..its the da vinci code..really a nice book!u guys shud check it out too..interestin and facinating..haha..anyway..wanna post sumthin tt came up in mua life..i gilr confessed tt she likes me..its unbelievable and really unexpected..it nv came up to my mind tt she'll like me..till now..i still dun quite believe for some reasons..(i'll mention later on)..well..first of all she didnt even really say y she like me..weird uh??overall i ight consider her..c'mon..i juz knew her!haha..but yesterdae sumthin happebned..i read her blog and she brought a guy hm..hMmM.tt made me wonder..i gt kinda piss...why muz i be piss!?!tts the question i need to search for..sigh..is she still the same towards me.??i dunnoe man..lets nt mention names aight...my frends hgave been talkin bout her and askin bout her..sigh..i knw im soundin really cocky now..the class is really noisy..so waddaya expect...well..i'll update later on at nite..;)...yesterdae..gt to chat wif my old frend tt i haven been talkin to fir sucha long time..that indo dutch girl..hehehe...miss her!
