Sunday, February 20, 2005

Finally...=)...

hMm....finally!!finally!!gt my nike shox shoe..hehe.bought it at B.I.R.D at suntec for 190 bucks..kinda happy wif it..y im kinda happy since tt ive been wantin tt shoe??cause i saw this lacoste shoe!damn...the re opened boutique at suntec has a new shoe up stock...damn!im gettin tt also..SOON!VERY SOON!..hehe..well..had guitar lessons at noon..learnt the solo for hotel california by eagles..=)..its sucha feelin..my dad broke the news tt he bought a car!hehehe!..he said its for me in 2 years time when i get my license.well..its nt 2 years..less than that!to think again..its nt tt long ya know..time passes really fast..i gt to choose the colour..i chose red..hehe..its nt my fav colour..but its the best colour tt suits the colour..hey..i only choose the colour..nt the car..i wont choose a car!i'll choose an S.U.V!!haha...a BMW suv..dream on maman..well..ive promised june and azmi tt'll im gonna be skatin..so..promise r nt to be broken..hehe..after choosing the car and goin for a "test drive"..haha..the sound system is all cool man..its a hyundai accent..1 out of the 2 latest for hyundai..wadever it is..its nt like alfa romeo..haha..k..after that..went to suntec..bought my shoe..*gRiNx!*..den after that..chilled at adam road..its goin to be 5...urghhz!...im gonna be late for skatin...den after tt..drop to GNC to get my supplement..runni out of protein..bought chocolate flavour..bla bla bla...went hm..sk8..no mood..went back hm..den went to town..slack at youth park..it was so boring!anyway..i juz gt hm...;)..chao!time pls pass very fast..i wanna be 18 and take my license...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

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valentines day...cheebs...i was sick..sicko!k..spended 250+ bucks on supplements..damn!it pays man!2 bottles of glutamine which cost 138..and creatine powder for 159..how much altogether..life is juz down man past few days..man..it has been goin on for weeks already..=(..moneys thight..im havin headach now..feelin so weak..=(...tmr trainin at nite...studies juz gettin suckier!!!urGhhX!!!piss man....

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Deathwish

FUCK!!!im juz so mad!!damn piss!!life is in a mess!!damn it mr mah!!ure full of...UrGhZ!!i dunwanna make any critics and makin sins.but i juz hate that fact of the way u r teachin me..copyin 30 times for every question i gt wrong.its ridicolous...totally insane!its not memorising.i wanna understand u dammit!!i wanna be perfect..do all homeworks and all..but when i started doin ure fuckin corrections.....its juz ridicolous...im nt being paranoid!im nt even over reactin..chinese new year??deathwish to u dAwG..
shes bz durin chinese new year..didnt even remember to msg me...sigh.wadever man..im juz feelin down and down and down!!!sk8 today..skatin while im sick..had chemical romance cd today..kinda cool..makes me more sad..damn!lifes a crap..leave me alone..cryin down inside myself..smilin like a clown even when im sad..its juz the face paint tt changes it all..goin town tmr.wanna get sumthin.kill me..dun worry.im fine.juz lave me alone..slit my wrist.let the wounds rot..die..

Sunday, February 06, 2005

boring day..

should have told myself.im gettin bored of town!hehe..went to town juz now.it was so packed!!waddya expect..chinese new year is coming and its the last weekend..=)..she was in town also wif her gurlfrenz..urGhz!i left long john early..or else ive met her...i didnt wanna meet her cause i understand tt shes wif her frenz..=).well..havin my home made "wannabe" starbucks choco milk..haha..and some toast bread..juz feel like eatin..my frend bought some stuffs..in short word.."shopping'..so jealous!he's workin im nt..-_-...he enjoys at the end of the month when im here feeling scared as month passes by cause of O levels..had lunch at far east..it sucks...my frend wanna eat there..so juz follow him..make him happy..haha..i really wanna get outta far east quickly..haha..lots of malays..kinda tired now..and im full..good night!

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Life has been so down!

lets not mention names...but i juz dislike listenin to ppl talkin behind ppl's back..insulting and all..lets give a hint..i listen to my mp3 during recess time for a reason..tts enuff..im bz..shes bz too..=(.wonder we'll talk again..i hate being in "liking" someone.i juz can get crazy!sorry yea for the sms-es.i know it alot..whoever u are..u shud know hu u are and im sorry for tt.all awhile ive been makin a happy face in sch.physics test was SHIT today..i dun hate my teacher..its juz tt i dislike the way he's teachin..k..he doesnt teach..he lectures..for the whole lesson..he can cover 1 chapter..gives us notes..den theres test..wad the..i wanna understand..nt memorise..im nt even motivated to even HEAR his preach..-_-..and for english..its been goin really down..the teacher sucks..skinny old women..i hate ya..i heard bout ya goin through alot..tts nt a reason tt im gonna accept..its an excuse..uRghHZ!im burnin inside!im juz speechless..dammit!valentines day's comin..im juz feelin really guilty juz to think if i cant even make her happy..noone to turn to..the more i listen to peterpan songs..the more it reminds me of her..sigh.im speechless..