today is the date where i first cried....
happy birthday maman..=)..well..cudnt get to sleep last nite..thought abt someone..hehe.shHh..wonder wad today's is gonna be..well.gt wished by quite a sum of ppl..thanks alot guys..really appreciate it..=)..hMm..well.gt a testimonial cum wish frm "her"..yes!!!haha...so so happy..well..after sch..went hm straight and took my nap..den gt out alone to celebrate my birthday..sigh..but eventually..ruz..amy and alvin came..=)..tt really melts me..amy and ruz gt a me a topman shirt...THANKS GUYS!!!! honestly..this is he best gift ive ever gt frm a frend..millionz of thanks..for al..(ali cine)..dun feel bad yea??hehe..i was more den happy tt u were wif us..=)..guess wad..she added me in msn already!!hehee..step by step maman..dun get too excited..=)..hMm...well..i juz gt hm now..wanna take my shower..chao!
thanks guys hu hav wished me happy birthday..and especially ruz..amy and al..for sparin the time to chill out and nt forgettin...the great topman shirt...(amy..get a size M will ya??haha...kinda big..)=P
its been awhile...
gt lotsa things to say but im juz so shag..well..1st day of sch today..and it sux and it has always been..lets talk abt saturday..haha..went out wif amy..did sum window shopin..watched movie.a lot like love...wait a min..is tt supose to be a love show??for couples???ahaha..watched it wif amy.damn it was hilarious..i dunwanna say but i gotta say this..we looked like gays!!ahaha..and its like a couple seat..the front seat n back seat can be seen the girls lying on the guys shoulder..and amy and me were like...nvm..well..dunwanna write much..to tired man.after the show i felt sad..real sad..thinkin bout my life..i aint lonely..but juz miss being a love..k..i dunwanna get mushy now.
sunday..hMm...went to da gym in da morn..den went to east coast for a swim..high tide was nice man..thinkin of gettin a skim board..hehehe...where can i get the cash man.im nt gettin INTO the skimboard stuff..but juz play for fun..cause its like every sun i'll be headin down to da beach wif my dad..so i can juz throw the board in my dads car..hell no im goin to carry a skimboard arnd..haha...
well..today..after sch..had my nap for 2hrs..den im off to da gym..got to knw this instructor frm california gym..he's cool.gt lotsa tips..i stammer when i talked to him..its juz like..he's being someone i wanna be in da future..kinda nervous..haha.well..tts all...tmr im 17..in fact.its less den half an hour ...haha.im gettin old..sigh...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAN...ANN..!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAN...YAY!!!!!
uRgHhZ! ! ! HECTIC DAY !
the title says it all man..urghhz..woke up realizing my monitor is not workin..wad da fuck??wad happened??i really wonder ya knw.noone touched it..bla bla bla..gt really really pissed..didnt even ate my breakfast..:@ den after tt went work out..didnt have the mood too..my peeps kept makin me luff when its juz nt the rite time.uRgHhZ!..i knw its wrng to say i hate my mom..but i juz guess tts the phrase tt i would describe it as..after workin out..gt a miss call frm my dad..called him back and gt a news tt he juz changed his car suspension..haha..cool..looks nice.sweet.low ridin baby..head hm..asked dad for cash and gt a new monitor..i admit it..im someone tt is demanding.if i want sumthin..i want it now!nt abit later but NOW!damn..gotta carry the monitor arnd..kinda heavy for tt box man..well..sacrifice baby..knw wad im talkin abt..had dinner at BK wif amy and ruz..den headed hm..they chilled at my place..tt amy dozed off as always..-_-..u gotta drink coffee ma man.haha..we wore the same outfit juz now..haha..even an aunty realized it in da bus..haha..chilled and chilled...bla bla bla...tmr headin town..prayin tt i would get cash again...frm my mom which is like IMPOSSIBLE..urghhz!dunwanna think abt it.makes me sick!
boy oh boy......
urghhz man!!been at hm the whole day again man!!damn.its fuckin boring..u knw wad...i think i can quit smokin..i dunnoe y..juz suddenly the craving for it went down..hopefully it stays like this..urghhz!!i juz can be piss at myself for nth man....im juz so so so bored!!its like i can get a mild stroke!sch gonna reopen soon....tts a minor prob..but the major one is abt the assignments!im gonna get into big trouble man..life is nv easy..NEVER!plannin to head town this sat but lookd like im broke..gotta ask for cash man..birthday's cummin up real soon and i dun hav any plans..guess it'll be like always..nth is gonna happen...
sIckO..
urghhz..didnt train today cause im so damn sick..sicko...me , al and amy..all sick..haha.nt in da mood to write so much..well.didnt met ruz today..hMm..bought my supplements already..cost me arnd 200 plus..theres lots of sch assignments!!uRgHhZ!juz cant stand it..and theres gonna be 2 physics test this friday..ShUcKs!k..gonna wash mua face now den gonna watch man hunt and nip/tuck..plannin to go to da beach next sat cause ruz cant make it this sat..sch reopens next week!ChEeBS!!!!and my birthday is on the 2nd day of sch..how unlucky..for the first time in my life im publishing my birthday day...28TH JUNE!!! =) =)...sweet 17..
sEnToSa ! ! ! !
phew!!juz gt out of da shower..juz gt back frm sentosa..at last..i gt my outing fullfilled..but sumthin left out..ruz had to leave early coz he's working..sigh!!!BIG "SIGH"!!..k how shud i start..met amy in da bus..thought tt we gt busted by ruz cause he didnt wake up when we called..sigh..but he came at last..so bla bla bla..gt to da beach..they wanted to go to the other part..i wasnt tt happy but actually it was a gd idea..lotsa babes..but 1 shitty thing tt always happens is tt when we found new groupie of babes..they'll juz stay there for juz ahwile i leave.wads happening..i hav and we have (u knw hu u r) the confident tt its possible to hit on them..juz like tt..hehhe..ruz..amy..maman and alvin..we're HOT..but alvin..sorry man..nt yet..but the silver lining is tt ure gettin there though..=X..
damn chicks were H O T there..uRghhZ...theres this one part when the "mystery" girl frm pierce sec came!!!UrghHZ!!!i thought i was my chance but i blew it..im too shy plus scared to walk infront of her..damn!hope we'll bumb again in da gym yea??sHhH...played volley ball and even soccer and even poker..urghhz!beads of sweat r all over me..burried amy like hell...tt was the tme ruz HAD to leave..a sad moment..kk..this is the most interesting part of all..(besides the babes..)..it was arnd 9 pm and we decided to go to he middle..the part where u can float on..it was dark..kinda quiet..no life guards..amy..al..2 indian guys n me..swam and swam..after all gt on the platform..1 of the indian guy tt cannot swim very well..cant make his way up..all of a sudden he gt sum kind of a shock..gt him up really quick and found both of his knees r injured..one side was bleeding quite bad and the other was rashes..he said sumthin juz stuck on his knee for awhile.we freaked out man!everyone was looking at each other cause we're scared to get back down..bla bla bla..decided juz to jump for it..haha..tt guy hu gt bitten was damn scared..planned to guide him to the shore..2 lead the frn and the other 2 lead the back..but when we gt down the platform..EVERYONE swam as fast as they could leaving the pussy guy behind..aha..it was a laugh man..
tts juz a summary for today..after tt went to WTC mac and had dinner..chop chop went hm.amy was as always after a one day outing.,.he'll be stone all the way hm sleepin in da train..in da bus..tts when i like to take pic of him.hehe...k..ruz..thanks for everythin man eventhough u said nt to mention it..but really..we appreciate it..;)..it was a sad case tt u had to leave when u shudnt cause THIS is the last time maybe to enjoy cause we gotta prepare for O levels..;)..hate to accept tt preperation but tts how life goes ma man..most credits to him for having work frm 8 pm to 5 am yesterdae and gt to wake up for us..he slept for 2 hrs..and spent time wif us and still gotta go back to work frm 8 till 5 again..we owe u one dude..and to my classmates..gangesh..yuyan..and all..u knw hu u r..(but nt the yckss ex student hu is SO..nvm..dunnoe hw to describe..)..thanks u guys..if nt for u guys..we wont hav any food..soft drinks..and all those shit..
p.s...whole day of junk food today man..u name it..potato chips.soft drinks..macdonalds..bla bla bla..gobble gobble gobble..!!(anyone interested for the pics..i'll link u to the url when i get it..=)..)
man..its a shity day..
phew...im out of the marathon..wad marathon??ahaha..ive been watchin tv for 7 hrs straight..seriously...maybe more..but i started frm 6 till 1 am..damn its a boring day..dinner sucks today..sigh..urghzh!trainin at 4 tmr..damn..ive nth to say bout today man..its juz so so boring..gotta save up as much cash for this sat..=)..we'll talk abt tmr yea guys??;)..cant wait for sat!!!hehehe..im asking myself..would i hav a girlfrend in da future..near future i mean..jus feel like the type of girl tt i really wanted is impossible..feel like shit now..nv had 7 hrs straight of tv man..haha..k plus a few more hrs in da morn..den had my nap and start the marathon..chEebs!
sch reoping soon..uRgHh
yea..the title says it all..but its juz life..=)..well..normal day today..nth much..hmm..cant wait for the beach on saturday..but i juz wanna get a volley ball..anyone cares to offer??hehe..planned on wad to wear already..=)..this mystery guy added me in msn..and still doesnt wanna reveal hu he is..well..i figured it out already..he's my nephew..this is the best year i can say..i feel really great gettin to knw them after all this years tt we rarely communicate..nt forgettin my niece too..she juz shine!haha..talks english perfectly for a pri 4..and the mystery guy is hairi..really looking forward on gettin to knw him too..hMm..well well..went to da gym and saw the indonesian mix guy frm the tv show "eye for a guy"..damn he looks far more fair and taller frm the tv..tts all...;)
simplistic day...
hmm..woke up..dreamt bout sumthin bad but cudnt remember.well..realized tt it was 9+..so msged amy cause planned to drop over to his place to chill out and watch mtv or fiddle the lappy of sumthin..im juz tryin to find sum things to do.=).he passed me the FCUK shirt..damn...thanks man!thanks alot..i want tt shirt..looks nice wif the shoulders..hehe.gt the bag..gt the book..(digital fortress) also by dan brown..hope it'll be a gd thriller.
ok..after tt..headed home..gt online for awhile and den gt my nap..=)..woke up..had a snack..den told my dad to drive me to changi or sumthin..cant always be stcuked at hm man..get wad i mean.so yea..bought some dinner after tt and headed hm..and here i am..thanks amy..and ruz..hope tt everythin went on juz smooth and fine yea..;)..to stania..tts in jakarta..take care and have fun!so guys...hope saturday would be a fine weather and we'll have fun yea..CHEERS!!
vintage!!!
hMm..so wads poppin??juz gt my dinner out of da microwave.=)..supper actually..well..wad hav i did today..woke up at 8 and gt ready for trainin..met bob..he cahnged his suspensions..cool..honda civic is great...love it..affordable..oil consumption all alrite..=)..train legs today..damn..now my ass hurts..its all connected..dun think guys tt hav nice ass comes nataurally...=).its all hard work man..hehe..den after tt wanna hav my nap but its impossible..my neighbour is blastin wif his karaoke..uRgHhZ!!malay songs summore!!headache man...stan still remember to msg me eventhough shes far away at jakarta..=)..thanks!en after tt went for dinner wif amy..walked arnd j8..nth new at all...-_-..went hm..suddenly gt an idea of trading stuufs wif amy..ahaha..i gave away my vintage lee jeans and michelin shirt..haha..vintage man!!haha..hope u like it amy.;)..he oso borrowed my timberland bag...hey better take gd care of it man!haha...its frm my sis..tts all for today..still coughin..;)
amy to the rescue!!
gosh..ive been stuck the whole day at hm coughing and havin a slight fever..at least i feel a lil better den yesterdae..=)..walk here and there..arnd my house..boring day la!!den called amy at nite to come over...thank god he's free...hey amy..thanks alot yea..really appreciate it..shud hav followed u to town juz now man..damn!
fever...Good bye and have a safe trip stan!!=)
hmm..12th june..im sick..wonder y..guess still the same ol reason..low imune system..ruz went to sentosa again!!nv call me..u gud la u!...uRghhZ..wonder y he always keeps it to himself..makes me wonder and come up wif nagative reasons..wadever man..well..after gym yesterday...stan suddenly invited me over to meet her cause shes leavin the next day...it was really nice of her..=)..thanks stan!and ure sis too..hehehe....=X..went to meet her wif ruz and AL...it was kinda arkward at the start..but gradually it turned out alrite...feel so grateful tt at least i gotta meet her b4 she leaves singapore.=(...gonna miss her for sure..ahaha...well...today im juz gonna slack at hm..recover...recuperate..wadever it is..i wanna head to da beach again!!!!anyone goin???!?!pls pls pls pls invite me..im desperate..hehe...
holidays started out really great!!!
its tuesday today...but im gonnna summarize abt the holiday outing startin frm sunday...hmm..well sunday morn woke up for a road trip to malacca by car..damn it was fun..haha..y??cause we reached there really fast..2hrs..to malacca...tts really fast...y??cause we drove really fast..185 km/h...woo!damn it was nice..4 cars went..convoy..=)..hehe...bought a tommy tee and sweatshirt..hmm..a rusty board short..tts all...hmm...karaoke at nite..haha..i didnt sing..was too shy to..i gotta be a nany for my nephew's and niece..i was happy i must say...gotta mingle arnd wif them..get to knw them more..cause b4..we're all like shy wif each other..haha..wad made me really happy was one of my niece said.."i regretted nt knwing u since last time..it seems tt ure the best uncle out of all.."..haha...tt made me really happy..had pizza..ate at kenney rogers..stayed at mahkota parade hotel..damn it was nice..the dinner and breakfast are all cool man...its nt like everyday u can eat bacon for breakfast..;)...we didnt headed hmm..but he headed to kota tinggi for waterfall..the water was so so nice...but kinda scary and dangerous cause of the big huge rocks and all..
the journey there was much scarier cause it was a one lane road..so when u wanna cut a car...damn its scary..after tt had dinner and a bali restaurant...cant remmeber wad is it called..very luxury..haha..freshly cooked fish..after tt headed hm...its endless if i were to tell everythin in detail..but the bottom line is tt i had fun..BUT..i missed trainin...its alrite la..
today...went to sentosa!!!haha..wif frenz..im the only malay in the groupie..damn its nice...i wasnt really in gd shape..=(..theres lotsa chicks..too many to choose frm..its like heaven!haha...didnt wear any truck under my boardshorts so tt i can show my ass off...haha..played volley ball..gt burried by sand..haha...thanks guys for the outing..it was really nice..gotta rest at hm tmr...but..i gt trainin in the late afternoon...=)...life is better when ure bz..=)..
