Style Vs Substance

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

hellu hellu...im juz takin a break today...but DID hav e intention top at least read through sum notes...its hari raya today and hav i said to myself so many times tht i dun feel e vibes like i used to in e past years..sigh sigh...same goes the the ppl celebrating hari raya and also takin O's this year...im so lethargic today....gawd...nt enuff sleep...cuz gotta wake up early yesterdae for lessons.....den slept kinda late cuz gotta do sum house work.uRgHhz..den today gotta wake up early and headed to masjid sultan...without fail every year..my dad juz likes the atmosphere there..findin a place to park was hard man!!gawd...but gd la..kill abit of time...after prayers headed to cemetry...i was all cool and all till i went to my late bro's grave..i was juz forcin myself nt to burst in to tears...juz actin cool...but still.my eyes were watery...he died in
5-11-1992..Abdul Mutalib B Sa'at...he'll be 13 if he's here now....bro...wadever it is...ure the one pure blood bro tht i hav..e one and only...i always hav thought to myself wondering how wud u look like...i was a child when u died..i didnt knw anithin....now...mark my words...i will nv forget u n take care of ure grave...i wish u were here...i wish ure a reality....cuz when i was young....i do hav an imaginary bro tht i call Talib..i love u and will always remember...if i cud hav 1 wish....it'll be to hav u...but there r juz things in life u cant have...love u.......


i dun hav much time actually now...im gonna spent my break day as much as possible..and i gotta be back on track tmr....bLeAh..so..to all my malay fwends..and the besties amy and ruz..

posted by mAmaN...mAn-O... @ 10:04 PM