Jarangan Jengkol...
sigh sigh...comp gt infected again...getin worst and worst...i was bored...browse through da channles on tv..
gt stuck on this particular indo show tht was showin ..
so i watched it...till e end..
cant believe my eyes was watery at e ending..
it was a love show..
1 thing i learnt...no matter how hard u say to ureself for instance...u dun wanna feel a certain way or sorts...
u cant...u can nv will....
coz feelings is juz sumthin one cant control..
coincidence...
suddenly...
unexpected...
shockin...N
confused...
its a story bout a girl..fallin in love wif a rich guy...shes a poor girl...tomboy..juz a village girl...carryin her beloved chicken arnd...
e guy's rich...a well knwn celeb...livin in a big house..
bottom line is..they're frm 2 different worlds...
e guy didnt care..at all...but his dad likes her..
she changed herself so much tht she'll be like his standard wif e help of his dad...
she suceeded physically...
after a month...she heard him tellin his dad tht he doesnt like e girl...e girl ran away cryin...
when she gt hm..she met her frend...a guy..village guy..
she said to him...."i juz cant forget him...i was so in love with him tht im willing to do anything..."
her frend said.."i knw how u feel...cuz i hav felt e same way when i was in love wif u...when u left e village for tht guy...i was sad...but i said to myself...all tht matters is tht hopefully in e end..you'll be happy...and i shall be happy for u too..."gue tau prasaan lo deh..kerna bila lo tinggalin kampong kerna gilakan jerry...gue juga rasa begitu.gapapa aja....tapi..pokoknya nanti lo gembira......."
e rich guy thought abt it over....e next mornin...he went to da village...lookin for da girl...she didnt accept him...she thought it wasnt possible as they both r frm different world as wad she had overheard him sayin to his dad..and since tht he's rich...his love wasnt pure...
e guy cried...he waited...and waited outside her house..
standin..
waitin for an answer...
showin tht his feelings was pure....
thunder banged.....
it rained....
till da next morn...
da girl kept cryin...being confused...
da next morn...after e guy hav been standin in da rain da whole nite....she came out wif a towel...wrap it arnd him...and wiped his face...
hugged him...whispered in his ear sayin i love u...( gue sayang banget ma lu....)
it was a great show...mayb e summarisation wasnt clear...but e show really moved me...i am a teenager..maybe it is nataural for me to experience this and feel this way....hopin for her to reach out her hands....knwin tht she'll always be by my side...knwin tht im nv alone...there r pros and cons in a relationship...but one shud dare to face the cons of it...coz no matter wad...at least they hav shared their love for one another rather den keepin it to themselves...wadever it is...its life...N attracts S...vice versa...i tried so hard nt to think abt it...but still...as i said...u cant control it...expressing it on e guitar has been boring...im nt askin for pitiness...
wadever it is...stay pure and hav faith...
it doesnt matter if u dun see her where u hav expected her to be...
even after 3...4 days...a week..or a mnth...doesnt matter...
juz b pure...
doesnt matter if u tried to communicate but she juz reply wif a sentence or doesnt reply at all...
let e heart do e work....
this is to noone........but me...sorry if its too mushy...
posted by mAmaN...mAn-O... @ 2:43 AM
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