Style Vs Substance

hey hey hey!!!

hello...=) been so long since i went online...or even update my blog...been bz...very..scedule is damn tight..well....yesterdae was a highlight....a big hightlight for me...but sigh...k..i'll get back to it later....

well...for now..its work everyday 6 days a week 8 hrs a day...3 days off for workout which takes arnd 3hrs or so....bla bla bla.....and paintin my room on non work out days..being busy is gud in some ways though...rather den hav nth to do...rite rite??gonna get all e funiture tht i need frm IKEA...their funitures r damn nice...

well.....yesterdae was janice's farewell "party"...was kinda sad actually....like..shes e last ex i had..im juz gonna b open here aite jan in ure seein this...cuz i dun think theres anithin negative to hide...e party started off kinda slacky....was kinda bz n all..my off day was on e followin day.so i guess i'll stay till late...but nt as late till 3 am...hahax....i was thinkin of continueing to paint my room when i gt hm....but cessvin and e guys was like wantin me to stay...so yea..and i didnt regret stayin...cuz for tht part of time..i juz wished my dad wont farkin call me up over and over again and if i cud spend more time wif her...first....she opened my farewell card i wrote to her...i didnt expect her to say it was sweet.....=X but she did....den e rest did their things and left both of us alone....so tht was e time she opened my gift.it was chocolate.-_-.yea....so we shared it together...had beers...absolute vodka was in da house..wif a lil of orange juice twist....well..joyce is a bartender now...and i heard custumors r afraid of her when she pours e drink....get wad i mean??hahax....so we "ta" e cup tht joyce poured for us earlier.damn it was harD!!hahax.....

less den half an hr ive finish my 3 cans of beer..so its to vodka...woO....i was kinda unstable..i have to say.this is e worst drinkin session i had..i gt unstable so fast..so we laid down by e pool thinkin i cud clear my mind out for wad ive been thinkin since we broke up...i hav to sry to understand...tht was e part of time tht i dunwanna go..and dun wan her to go....but sum things r better left unsaid in reality...e past of wad i felt inside juz cam back!!i juz gt e feeling...but still..im confuse....always being left without a reason.

janice cheung ning kar...i'll remember ure birthday....3rd of june....aite??=).....best of wishes in da future and i cant bear to see u flying off to new zealand tmr.after we broke up..non of da girls i gt to knw worked out..i enjoyed last night...better den when we were together...taking e pic 3 times..exchanging bites of chocs...hearin ure probs by e pool..all of it....with much love.....maMaN.....
do send me e pics!!!

posted by mAmaN...mAn-O... @ 8:24 PM